:: THAT's SPACE ::

assalammualaikum..selamat ari jumaat (merujuk pd ari artikel ni ditype)..heheheh...

arini ari jumaat..penghulu ari bg sgala ari..(sabtu-khamis, bg muslim)..
mcm2 yg da terjadi...penat rase bdn ni..bkn stakat bdn je..perasaan..ati..segala2nye pnt...hahahha...xlarat da nk gendong ke mane jua..huhu..kalu ilmu berat di kepale maseh lg bley berdiri..=)...


thats space...tajuk sy arini..sumtimes kte kene ade space tok dr sndri..ruang tok mnyendiri..tok brfikir..tok mredakan sgala kekusutan yg ade...tp...btol ke ruang ni memainkn peranan yg pnting dlm khidupan kte..??
sy merasakan space sgt penting..lg2 ble otak da serabot..prob mlnde dri..huh...mmg tepat skali tok ade ruang sndri...bkn ape...kdg2..dlm sesuatu perbuatan 2 kte ade sbb nape nk wat mcm 2...kdg2 org x phm..die ckp die nk menang je..tp tok org len lgsung xde ruang tok dr ni mmpertahankn dri..bg pnjelasan yg bley back up dri..tau x..sbenanye..kalu kte dgr pnjelasan 2 pihak adelah lbey bek..sbb ble sbela pihak je yg diambik kira..its not fair..nilai la perbuatan,percakapan dgn mggunakan hati n mate yg ikhlas lg suci..kte dihadiahkn mnjd seorg manusia yg complete..otak yg genius..bley fikir dgn lebey baik...=)))...kan..kan...so korg..jgn la jd mcm ni..bg ruang kt org len meluahan ape yg dirase..sbb sy da rase smue ni..peritnye ble space tok dri kte xde..lg2 kalu slh fhm...sy lgsung xde ruang tok mprbetolkn keadaan..sy ok je..redha..da bese dgn smue ni..tp ths time..im sorry..sy bknla org yg dlu...sy ade hati n perasaan..biarla sy jge ati sy sndri..lg senang..sy cukup serik dgn khidupan lmpau sy..serik..pedih..gagal dlm hubungan ckup mmbuat sy benci seketika..tp now...sy merelakan smue..setiap yg berlaku ade hikmahnye...sy percaya sy akan dihadiahkn dgn sbuah yg indah..=)..hopefully..=)...enough....!! ........................=))

Mad into Soften

assalammualaikum...

hye...i am here...come back to type sumthing and share it with u...cmne korg arini?ok x?actually arini ari isnin..25hb jan 2010..huhu...da 25hb dlm taun bru ni...arini cam bad mood je sy..xtau...marah ngn sum1 tuh...die asek ngelak je nk wat keje..suh tmbh kn theory n discussion pun xbuat...ble report da siap..suh print pun x nak..gerammmmmnyeeeeerrrr!!!!!!!!...hukhuk..sdeynye sy...tp sy lembut ati..xpe2..laz chance..pasni wat hal lg..sy kick die dr group sy...i promize!! even cmne pun..arini ari yg x mmbhgiakn sy..xtau npe...aaarrrghhh..biarla...mls lyn sgt feeling ni..kang smue keje x jd..pkol 3 jap g ade lab thermo..again...jmpe dak 2...nyampahnyerr....=(.......kalu wat keje xpe..ckp nk gebang..citer nk dasyat je..keje haprak..pooodaaahhh laaa..hahahahahahha...

sbtu ri2 sy dpt brite yg kurang enak dr bos lame sy..pasl wat happen on our group during i attend my industrial training..actually..tmpt sy prktikal 2 sgt best..staf2 yg happening..xlokek..pnasehat yg unggul..everything is best la...huhu...tp....tbe2 ade cter yg memeranjatkn..huh..im shock!!cm kene renjatan letrik je tp yg low power laa...hahaha...mcm2 kt dunia ni...mcm2 trjd...kalu korg pasan la kn..ade cter kt front page harian metro edisi Ahad...(smlm)...isteri curang bersama lelaki len..masyaallah...takotnye....then...i got same story as wat happen on.............................biarla..masing2 da matang..bley pk mne bek n buruk...1 je yg sy nk bgtau..kalu kte nk ngn seseorg 2..biarla ikhlas mnrima..cinta kat die..jgn la kte nk sum1 2 krn harta..duit..or senang cter materialistik..sy tau..zaman skrg..no money no love rite..tp biarla..ape yg kte nk 2 seiring dgn tujuannye..jgn la 1 part kte dpt tp 1 part lg minus zero..hahaha..(truk da tuh kalu minus zero)..stiap ape yg kte buat..fikirla dgn sbek mgkin..jgn pkir hnye once time..but 100 times..biarla lame berfikir..sbb yg lame mase kte amik 2 is da best thing tok kte..prcayela..sy percaya pd first love..sy percaya pd cinta sejati..tp untuk percaya ni depend pd sesorg tok mnilainye..sbb kte ade mate tok melihat..ade hati untuk mntafsir, ade akal untuk mnilai n ade mulut untuk meluahkan...gunekn la azimat unggul kte ni tok dri sndri..da important thing is love ur self..=)..peringatan tok dri sy gak....apepun yg trjadi...adela dtgnye dr ati yg ikhlas...skali tersilap jln agk ssh nk dperbetolkn..mgkin bley dtruskn..mgkin jmpe jln n mungkin sesat di dlm hutan...=)...

...haruman syurgamu...

assalammualaikum...

hye my dear fwenz..today is very beautiful..huhu..agagagaggaaga..full of sunshine..cam lagu pocket full of sunshine tuh..bestnye..arini sy happy sbb dpt jadi org kaye jap..hi3..gediknye santai..hahaha..

actually x sabar nk blik umh mggu ni..windu kat ank sy..nikki..windu nk kish2 die..heheheh..nk shopping bli brg2 die..nk spent wet sket tok ank sy..mklum la..sjk ad ank ni..kene la korban mse sket..wet pun manyak kua lo...hohoho...tp da syg sgt..da chenta sgt kt die..(xdela dasyat sgt chenta 2)hahaha...ape2 pun tok die smue ditanggung beres..smpaikn ade yg jelez..oopppsss...(sape 2 ek)..=)...

pic ni time die umo 1 bln lbey..hehe..time ni comot lg..skrg da ensem..maken ensem..gf die kt sbela umh tu ari2 dtg ngorat die..sengal!!

then..ingt nk plan g honeymoon ngn fmly..g seberang sudeh...abh lak bulan ni nk g new zealand...erm..beshnye..nk ikot.....!!abah..nt bli ole2 tau kt sne..bestnyeeee....die nk g sne sbb keje..tggl la kteorg 2 mggu..cett..(mcm la lame sgt..)..yela...kte ni xpnh kot rase g jauh2...pling dekat pun yg pnh g genting hgland..heheh..da lame x bcuti dgn fmly..syok ni kalu smue dpt g sme2..bru kate fmly day...

then...ingt blik umh kali ni nk bg suprise kt mama n abh..tp xtau nk suprise ape...oppsss..da tau da nk suprise ape..diam2 sudeh...syg sgt ngn dorg ni..ape je yg kte nk smue dorg dptkn..its time 2 me rply back those thing that they had give to me..=)..xmmpu lg nk yg mhl2..stakat yg bese2 n dihargai..da ckup mhl bg sy..

dlm otak fikiran skrg ni trpikir2 nk bg mama n abh ape ek..??cm nk bg jam couple je..wow...so shweeettt...cm best je kn...hehehe..apelagi..ak pun trus la sereve kt tenet..mklum la..skrg smue men tekan jari je..xde da nk penat2 jln mncri...juz aim what we want..than aim la mne location die..kn sng tuh....hmm..da lame ak smpn wet sndri..mmg aim nk bli present tok mama n abh..hehe..hope dorg ske..n ak pun da detect da jam pe ak nk bg kt dorg..sbtu ni..ak nk grab jam 2 kt midvalley..yuhhuuu...love u mama n babah..=)...x ade yg bernilai slen dr kaseh syg kalian..n kpd adk n abg2 ku..jom apreciate ape yg kte ade..smntre ade..kte jge mama n babah bek2 ea..korg x takot ke..zaman skrg..hmm..kt front page paper most is bout ank derhaka la..buang ayh..buang ibu..masyaALLAH..nauzubillah..takutnye sy...n dr c2 la sy trase sgt2 mghrgai ibubapa..slagi mreka mseh ade..jge la sbek mgkin..jge la ati dorg ketat2..=)...heheheh..(bhse ape ak gune ni..tibai la)..sbb...sy ade 1 experience dr sorg kwn kpd kwn sy ni..agk sdih..agk mnyayat ati..hope arwah ibu die aman kt sne...cter die cmni..die ni jns org yg bese2 je ngn parent die..bkn die xkesah..juz..bese2..cm prasaan 2 kwn dgn kwn kot..sumthing like that la..die sllau cm ignore je ibu die..ibu die suh die wat sumthing..tp die cm leka..die tgguh2kn bnde 2..die slalu gk la tinggikn sore kt ibu die..then..lawan ckp ibu die...tp die xtau ibu die skt..ibu die diam kn je..xbgtau ank2 die..=(..alkisahnye..1 ari ibu die tbe2 je pgsan..shari sblm ramadhan 2009..then, mlm aftr kte brbuke 2...ibu die meninggal dunia..ALLAH lebih menyayanginye...time 2 dihospital..kbtulan..ank2 die xde kat sisi die..ble mndgr crite mcmni..sy amat touching..xtaula..mmg azalinye sy sorg yg berjiwa snsitif..malangnye..kwn sy 2 mnyesal smpai skrg..bkn sbb ape..die x smpt mntp wajah ibunye ketika mseh idup..die mnyesal xdpt temankn ibu die disaat2 nazak..die mnyesal sbb xdpt mnlg mnyebutkn kalimah ALLAH ke telinga ibunye..n die mnyesal sb xsmpt mmnta ampun dr ibunye.....till now..prasaan mnyesal 2 mseh mnyelubungi dri die..skrg die da jd sorg yg better..bkn mcm dlu..hrp citer ni jd teladan kpd sape2 yg mmbce nye..

so..slagi parent kte mseh ade..blajar la dr skrg kte mnghrgai..sy pun mngingtkn dri syg tok lbey mghrgai antre 1 same len..sbb kaseh syg pertalian kluarga ni tiade hadnye..skali khilangan trase berbekas dihati..kte akn trbyg2 wajah die swktu mseh idup..stiap kekurangan yg ade pd stiap insan 2 dpt disempurnakn if kte saling mnrima antre 1 same len...jgn cpt bosan dgn ape yg kte ade..sbb ALLAH mnguji kaseh syg antre manusia...sesungguhnye org yg cpt bosan akn sesuatu adelah org yg sntiase dlm kerugian..stiap 1 kekurangan yg ade pd sum1..ade lg sribu kelebihan..=).(kate2 hikmah dr buku anugerah)

hehe..ni pic lame..xde pic2 bru smue dlm camera lg..
ni mama sy..same x muke?huhu..

ni adeq sayer..ngedik..~

ni abg sulung sy...hahaha..garang ni..kecut perot gue...ala2 komunis..dak ni name adeq tasya gedik..suke men make up sy..abes smue..cte2 die nk jd model..xbley blah btol..tp mmpunyai fikiran yg pantas..otak die mnyamai memory computer..hahaha..xkre kt mne je..asl ade camer asek nk gaye sakan je..~

heheh...ni smue antre yg disygi dlm keluarga..pic babah n abg lg sorg coming soon sbb dorgnye pic 2 limited lam laptop sy..huhuhu...

xlupe gk..ade 1 lgu fav sy tau..sdey lagu ni..khas buat crite pd arini..=)..wink..wink..=))

PERGI  BY AIZAT

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ChenTa iTu..=)

assalammualaikum..

hye kwn2..first of all excited nk say slamat tahun 2010..mseh lom trlmbt lg kn?huhu..n xlupe gk tok kwn2 yg sekampus ngn sy..slamat memasuki sem 2 degree..mmg xdpt duga,sgt mncabar tok degree ni..tok korg smue..dont easily give up..i knw u can doit..trus kn usaha to da max..huhu...

stiap org xsame nsebnye kn?ade yg cpt pick up..ade yg sdrhana pick upnye dan ade yg lmbt sket la pick upnye..mybe sy ditengah2 2 kot..huhu...actually..terbitnye kate2 sy pd arini adelah tok mncbr n mngingati dri sndri..ade sllunye kte diatas n ade kalenye dibwh..honestly..sy pernah berada dibwh..disaat2 smue org diatas..sy tersadai di bwh..dgn keadaan yg stress time 2..kcewa la..mcm2 prob la..hah..time 2 lak ngade2 smue bnd yg dikatekn mslh dtg kn..papepun..sy bersyukur sgt sbb sy ade sorg mama yg sgt memahami anknye..she is evrything for me..mama la tmpt mngadu yg pling exspress slen kwn bek sy sndri..sng cter die la pnasehat unggul sy..kalu 5thun akn dtg die suh sy kwen ngn plihan ati die even sy xbcnta dgn org 2..sy akn ikut ckp mam sy..sbb sy tau mama sy lebey tau isi hati org..stiap ape yg di suke, 2 la pling terbek tok sy..sy ni jns menrima ape sje..mama kate A, A la yg sy buat...kdg2 org kate sy ni ank mummy..yup!!mmg btol..
disaat2 sy dikecwakn oleh sum1..die la tmpt sy mlpskn smue..smpaikn 1 thp mama sy sdey dgn keadaan sy..hnya ALLAH sje yg tau pd time tuh..huhu..hmm...yela..mne xnye..mama sy mmg ske sgt ngn boy 2..smue cri2 yg ade kt boy 2 mmg plihan ati die..smpaikn saat ni..mama sy suh kwn gk ngn die..myb tok skrg ni sy bley ngn kwn die..=)..yela..mne x nye..7thun kot kwn ngn die..besela..stiap org msti rasekn saat2 kecewa..xkire la dr segi ape2 pun..tp yg penting stiap ape yg brlaku 2 ade hikmahnye..sy dpt byk experience n da important thing is matured..ya..i am totally matured ..(kot)..yes..i am..=)..xlyn da rubbish2 thing ni..hoho..=)...

stiap pertemuan 2 msti ade perpisahan kan..so..sy juz merelakn ape yg da berlaku..tp dendam yg tersirat deeply inside...maseh ade...sy maafkn die n die..tp cume persoalan terhdap gul 2 mseh ade..tp..nthla..juz let it go...=)..xkesah la...agk bernaseb bek time 2 sy mseh ade kwn2..ad 1 part yg mnyedihkn ble time.....hmm....rasenye..xyh la sy bgtau pe..kang ade yg nges kang =p..cume 1 je pesanan sy nk bgtau kt gul2 luar sne..kalu nk kenal ngn sum1 2 risik2 la dlu..kot2 bf org ke..TTM org ke..husband org ke..atuk org ke..hahaha dan seankatnnye la..yela..dunia skrg smue mne ley cye..bkn xley cye tp jgn la 100% ok..kene risik2 dlu tau..ingt tau!!huhu..xdela..tkot tertipu...bg sy..stiap perhubungan yg terjlin 2 msti kene ade sikap jujur..telus..setia..n kaseh syg yg perpada2..yela..xnk piisang berbuah 10x..hehehehe...=)..tp ape2 pun..idup ni kene berhati2 slalu xkirela dimne jua anda brade..^-^..

im happy now..happy dgn idup skrg..bebas..berhak nk buat ape sje asalkn gune akal fikiran..nk kua ngn sape2 pun bley..xde pkiran ortodoks..xde kes ala2 komunis..hehehe..=)..

ni adeq sy..myra...

syg sgt ngn adeq sorg ni even byk sktkn ati sy..huhu..

ni gmbr raye ri2..babah sy tiade dlm pic ni..

dr kiri abg yg sulung,abg joey, adeq,mama,sy n abg kiki..

i love to share this song especially goes to my fmly..i knw u all sure skenye ngn lagu ni..n tok korg jugak..ni lagu lame..tp best beb..dgr dgn hati yg ikhlas..msti ngesnye..huhu...


NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU-GEORGE BENSON


If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.


Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love.




Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing’s gonna change my
love for you.




If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
 love you just the way you are.
So come with me and share this view
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.